Good evening, people . . . Just arrived from the office and it's been such a hectic day for me. For the first time within this fasting month, I stayed up late in the office and wow, it was the only ME left alone there! Luckily I realized that the lamps outside were suddenly shut and rushed myself to check what's happening. And there were my colleagues, 2 of them shocked seeing me inside. I laughed at that moment because it was kind of funny for me, I mean how if I was really left behind alone and eventually locked inside?! (naah, was just a glimpse of imagination) Then they were like, "You should have let us know you're still here", both of them said it worryingly. (yeay, and I suddenly felt protected yet cared) And before I even managed to open my mouth to explain things, they were smart enough to have realized that, "Damn, she's stuck somewhere in the middle of works!" (yea, pretty much sounded like that, I think) The cold has turned down, well actually, quite unsure if it's fever or cold, but felt much better when I was fully pre-occupied with things. Nothing much could I say though, been listening to some songs, sad, deep meaning one and the list goes on, and I think the lyrics somehow very much similar with my situation, at least for what I am facing with now. *Scratch head, sometimes when I exchanged mp3 files with people, I reckoned that it is one way to communicate to each other, when 2 people don't talk due to WHATEVER-reasons. I don't want a happy ending, seriously, but I want something MUTUAL. When I asked people something like; "Would you go for someone who cares lots for you OR you would go someone who you care the most", I've got a number of opinions. Initially, I would consider to be with someone who cares for me because that person showed the right thing in building or commencing a relationship! Then after hearing lots of thoughts, I just could not resist that actually, I am looking for something MUTUAL, not only came from one side but BOTH parties. The seesaw won't be in such a good rhythm if it's imbalance. Ugh, please, I gotta stop stating nonsense. *Scratch head, (betullah tanak diti so sleepy, ROFL) So, I may conclude that, I myself don't know what I am looking for, but I need something MUTUAL, which I don't think I'll be able to find one, haaa haaa haaa, bulu mata cya jatuh, Yes mom, sisters, bros, I miss y'all too, nephews, ina'. . . Needless to mention actually, but I just got my baby, DSLR. Should have named it, something with "RR" too, it will be sounded, sexy "rrrr", LOL. Still learning and somehow still got problems when it comes to the speed shutter! The worst thing will be when there's something that is really important to snap, suddenly the shutter goes slow and slow, which will actually affect the quality of the photos and I don't bring my tripod together everytime, ugh. . . SUHAKAM conference was something though. Gladly to have attended it. There's just so many things to be discussed actually, so manyyyy! So I've been yawning like thousand times, guess it's a time for a bye-bye then. . . I wish you'll have a sweet dream tonight, (and I am indirectly thinking of something so sweet to recall), and I know you'll be reading this. For whoever you are, you know you heart me and I just am thinking of what could possibly went wrong. . . Love God, Love you, till then X O X O