I kind of lost interest on writing recently. Asked myself why and it wasn't because of I am not inspired, but it's just because of something else. It's really kind of pathetic because I was once an active blogger, euw, not so active but I'll be posting entries twice in a month! Enough pitying myself, I've undergone some situations recently and some of them were very good moments (I wasn't left behind alone and really appreciate with the presence), some turned out very shockingly moments (yea, I dare to say this, people misunderstood me, which was very extremely has saddened me up until now) and I am liking my situation recently :D That's a good starter for me, though I would say some things still are bothering me.. So I've been enjoying myself recently.. Went for a visit to Muzium Negara, hit the theme park and I've been dealing with some serious things too, he he, it's too early to mention, but I dare to say, no pain no gain! Took a risk and bear the pain for a while, hi hi.. It was my nephew's birthday on 27th of July and I forgot to wish him, just conveyed the message via my sister and he was so smart, he actually had prepare a "presents-to-buy" list for me! Like school bag, jersey and shoes! Ha ha, and mind you, he tagged a brand on each of the items, now I am going to be a broke aunt soon. But anything for him, for my nephews, I actually don't mind spending cash on them, well it applies to my family, because they seriously deserve things from me, they've helped me without minding themselves before and it's a payback time.. Been thinking of the future recently. Some friends really had make me think, think of the future (well please, it's not something regarding marriage okay, like duh) it's more on something about how would you manage your life, your financial etc.. I am 24, what would I be after 6 years? How stable would my financial be? A friend has been asking about life and money recently, MONEY is not everything, but everything is MONEY nowadays. Well, MONEY is the root of evil, but would you go back deep into the jungle, wearing nothing (well okay, at least cover yourself with leaves), hunting animals etc and back to the stone age? Well, I bet there'll be some giving a nod and I would really respect them to run from their problems rather than seek for a solution. Enough say, I really have learned something recently.. I am still deeply saddened by some things.. July has awakened me, I mean, yeah I am 24, but some other things happened too, ha ha, just never expected it would turn out to be like that. A Cancerian is seriously someone who's hard to be fathom and ... Well, I gotta sleep now, at least I was inspired enough to write tonight. You know you love me, xoxo