I am deeply hurt (still) and served me right for that! Marrion, blame it on yourself! Knock your head on some hard stone now!! Ahh, better yet, just hide under the shawl and pretend like nothing happened . . . Swear to God, I was feelingless initially, I mean nothing should have existed at all, silly pilly!! I am so like gonna beat up someone, so just please don't go against me for few days and please please please, just bear with me for a while! Oh, I just have to be home quickly! I misssssss home *sob-